Completely Screwed Up, and I Don’t Care Who Knows It.

“Be gentle with yourself” “Take all the time you need” “One step at a time, everything else will come” “Do what you need to do when you need to do it.” “Don’t hide your feelings, yell scream and cry when you need to” I have been given some great advice over the last almost 9 … More Completely Screwed Up, and I Don’t Care Who Knows It.

Mother’s Day.

I read a post by a woman named Claire McCarthy who has lost her son and in 2012 she had written about what Mother’s Day is to those of us grieving the loss of our babes. She said: “Other days of the year you can maybe make it a few hours without thinking about your … More Mother’s Day.

Seven.

I don’t know what’s worse, having a nightmare and waking up to find that its true, or having a dream of a wished reality and waking up to find that its not. I have nightmares of memories that torment me and dreams of a better time; an alternate future where Lilee still exists. I am … More Seven.