I stood at the head of the table, wondering where to begin. I looked around at all the things I had come to know with such intense intimacy, but I still had no idea how they would react; I didn’t even know how to address them. I cleared my throat, but the dull roar of voices … More Dinner For Nine
My head is pounding, my stomach is churning, my heart is racing. I keep wiping my sweaty hands on my jeans and hoping that when I see you, you wont be able to see the guilt cloud I’m trapped in. I didn’t want to hurt you. I didn’t mean to say those things. I shouldn’t … More I’m Sorry. I Am So, So Sorry.
A long time ago, so long that I actually don’t remember when (but then again, I don’t remember breakfast this morning so…) My aunt gave my sister and myself a book. She said “you both HAVE to read this.” no if and’s or but’s. My aunt has great taste in books (not surprisingly, she did … More “…nothing bad could happen to me, I thought. The worst thing already had.”
As some of you might remember, last year we participated in the BCCH Childrun, raising funds for Childhood Cancer Research. Once again, On May 31st, we are honouring our girl with Team Love For Lilee and we want to make it bigger and better than our successful year last year.
My Lilee-Jean, If you were here to turn four I would have spent all night decorating after you fell asleep, so that when you woke up there would be balloons all over and a banner just for you, saying Happy 4th Birthday, and you would be four. I would be in the kitchen making chocolate … More If You Were Here To Turn Four…